Let's talk about truth

We need to talk about something important. Today, India defeated Pakistan. 60Cr viewers were watching the game and it certainly felt powerful. It was a easy breeze. Love is in the air, certainly, everything feels fresh. Now, we look at things from a fresh perspective. This will be an eye-opener as well.

Kohli was chased by girls, but Kohli chosed AGuys, let's be clear. Everything is Guys, let's be clear, everything is uncertain. Everything happens at the right time. We must focus on ourselves and try to get better. There's no better way to make yourself better other than by reading, exercising and having a healthy diet. So, India is scattered by so many people. If you are in a situation like me where you are feeling suicidal and depressed, and can't take any action, you can reach out to suicide hotline number and get yourself treated by someone who's a known professional in this field. Because the longer you live, the better you become.

Motherfuckers, it looks like I strayed along the path. The truth is that Dronacharya chose Arjuna because he was confident in his abilities. If it wasn't for trust, Arjuna wouldn't have been the main character in Mahabharata. When small people get too much, there's a chance that these people will destroy pretty much everything. That is why Guru Dronacharya asked the thumb of Eklavya to teach him. I got this answer from my mother. Previously, I was thinking that Pandits are trying to extract juice and honey, but it seems that I was wrong. You won't believe that I have come to the realisation that OBC's and SC/ST's don't even deserve what they have. But, I guess, everything happens for a reason. I mean, we didn't have anything when we were born, and we won't have nothing left when we die. 

I was having intrusive thoughts. I kept thinking that someone will attack me from behind and cut my throat, all this is going on in my mind because of the content I have consumed. I just don't know what the fuck went wrong. I targeted single community without presenting any evidence but the truth is, when I was going through depression and anxiety, my superior Mr. Shailendra Goswami helped me navigate that situation. There's a reason why anyone is superior to you. But, yeah, maybe I felt jealous or I wasn't mature enough to understand the things. But, to be honest, I don't think I possess OLQ's. What do you expect? I mean, I was bound to behave in this haphazard manner. Fuckers, we humans entertain 80,000 thoughts every single day. If we give meaning to every single one of these, we will certainly feel overwhelmed and distracted. So, in this day and age, everything you consume should be improving you in becoming better. Never ever get jealous. Never ever think wrong about anyone. Just do your duty. This brain is the most powerful asset. Like this, multiple people out there are creating content. But, obviously, the most concrete stuff that's available is written in BhagavadGita and Ramayana. During lockdown, Doordarshan showed these episodes all day long. Everything happens for reason. But, I can certainly assure you of one thing, that I will never backstab you. I will write what I feel like writing. It's upto to you to decide what's wrong and what's right. 

Motherfuckers, even what I am writing has come from somewhere. What am I supposed to do? The moment I open Instagram, potty is dropping from above, some farmer is shitting in dark woods, some soldier is preparing food in the mountains, some girl is showing her boobs and waist, some TikToker is dancing like a transgender. I believe that I am a narcissist and I always keep my needs above everyone else. I just don't care how anyone feels. I don't know when to speak and when to stop. People around were never wrong. I made them my enemy by my behaviour. I construed things wrongly. When someone was watching me eat, I got offended and started thinking about them in a negative way. I got what I did. I mean, I have stayed single my entire life. About that thing, certainly someone who's been flying airplane in Indian Air Force, must have something that made selectors select him. But the fact that this person's old mother accused my mother of stealing electricity meter, made me say things that I didn't mean to. Bastards, I have never had the intention of causing hurt to anyone. I am such a person, that one day, I hit a big fat pussy, and that bastard hit my head on the concrete road. It started bleeding. Madhur Mishra sir asked him why he did this? That man had nothing to say. I am realising this now and would certainly not want to disrespect the highest value people. Brahmins wrote scriptures, great men like Tulsidas, were Pandits. 

Actually, lot of wrong things are happening today. Major reason is because of the content that is being created. Anyone and everyone can share their thoughts using tools like Blogger, YouTube and many other platforms. In my head, I am visualizing that I am fucking someone, I couldn't sleep because of that, I am staying awake all night, I am visualizing things from the past, seeing someone named Sanju who works in our fields, and get paid for that work, is eating food cooked by my mother. Now, two different people will see thing from their lens. At that point, I saw that this person is eating food like crazy. I mean, he's all over it. A child would seen it differently, if it was their father. 

So, people form opinions and beliefs. If someone is living in Delhi since childhood, he would be better aware about the politics and other things that are going around in the environment. If someone never could get stable and kept moving, he would be lots of emotions and thoughts. It's just that he will be available all the time. He will easily let people walk all over him. I always speak what's in my mind and great personalities like my father and teachers like Renuka Mam are telling me to stop and focus on some productive things. So, you see, these people didn't let whatever I wrote impact them, in fact, almost everyone supported me and shared whatever I wrote eveywhere. This is what is happening all around. The main thing for you to understand is that: no two different people will see something in the same way. When someone sees Pushpa 2, someone will focus on Naidu, someone like me would focus on Shekhawat, and someone might like lead actress or dancer. So, these perspectives that we form are temporary and the country we live in has maximum number of people in the entire world. To be able to feed these people and to protect these people, is important. We should all come forward to think of ways to make India a better place. And the best way is by selecting goverment that would make people lead ahead. This is why selecting a right leader, I repeat right person for the right role, is very very important. If dogs are led by a lion, the team will emerge victorious but if lions are led by a dog, they will lose. I read this in SSB Jalandhar, Punjab. 

So, selecting the right candidate and assigning them roles and responsibilities based on their skillset is something that will determine how far a nation will progress. If everyone in India will be engaged in agriculture, then country will never progress. People need to look at themseleves, analyse thoroughly what they are good at, and what is it that can provide value to the society, and act accordingly. 

Don't listen to what people and your parents say. People will tell you numerous things but they won't put food on your plate. If you don't like what you are doing, you will lose precious years of your life. And lastly, I believe, that as you grow older, you get to learn a lot of things. This is my perspective. Whatever I have said is what I feel but this is an eye-opener which stands correct ignoring all the things stated previously, because this thing came from my mother and to me, my mother is someone who made Shivaji the great emperor he was. 

I just want this country to become better. People should try out different things. To someone like me, to whom things are not clear, they should focus on figuring things out, not everything works out for everyone, if you are talented and the right fit for the role, you will certainly get in. Otherwise, you can explore options like starting your own business and there's plenty of stuff that you can explore. And it's great man, if you have it all figured out. Shaking and doing things like watching a girl dancing isn't going to make your life meaningful. Teaching something without knowing isn't right. The moment you speak, everything is known to people. 

Many people think that they are not being observed. Don't be like that. I certainly just want to express myself. I am just okay with the way I am. But, the reality is that no one wants you to become better or get ahead of them. People are ready to kill you for some money, and if you outrightly start to do whatever comes in your mind, then you will have to pay the price. Not just you, but your actions and behaviour will impact your entire family. So, be responsible, be a man, respect women, never ever think that a woman is less than any man, woman are beautiful creations of God, in Sanatan Dharma, women are goddesses and one must always wash feet of young girls and women. Men and elements of society who see women as material( Maal) are shit head and these people will at some point will think about their own mothers and daughters. So, watch whatever you want, but never ever do something that puts you in a position that you can't even save your ass. I kept hallucinating that CBI would catch me and beat me like anything. This simple thing became a nightmare for me. One week ago, something else was on my mind. And certainly, as time progresses, we all will learn new things along the way. Brahmins taught me everything I know today. My entire schooling was done from Kendriya Vidyalaya and most of the mentors were Brahmins. They aren't trying to extract honey, they are filling their bucket because they want to make sure that the best person is selected for the right position. Obviously, given the pace at which everything is changing, I feel like nothing will be soft. Everyone will become a monster. People will never think about helping someone. I can see it happening. Everyone will see their own benefit. What I did was unexpected and this is just a glimpse of what's next to come. Because if Rajputs who are supposed to protect Brahmins even think like this, then that is bad. This is certainly wrong. One should never ever think like this. People eat meat, and people do this and that. I formed an opinion ( because I saw something on the internet), and I just spoke whatever I saw. To me, these visuals certainly hold significant impact than some other individual. Everyone has their own way, every human being is different and people just think and do whatever they want. 

You can't expect anything from anyone. Just do your goddamn work and if you want to fuck around, you can do that. But this fucking blew my mind, and God promise, whatever I learned was accurate and complete. But yes, I feel that education system promotes rote learning and focus should be given on practical learning. You become what you think, Swami Vivekananda.

If you think wrong about others and accuse anyone of something that they didn't do, you will pay for it. So, think before you speak. Fill your bucket, fill your brain with useful knowledge, Brahmins wrote scriptures, even Ravana was a Pandit, for one mistake, he is being burned every single year. People forget whatever good you did but always remember wrong things you did or will do. I certainly know that I did things without knowing the reality. I never told you people about things like: I took 3 attempts( three different mentors taught me how to learn car driving), I could only learn after three fucking months. So, yeah, maybe my brain was slow or whatever. But, no one will tell your weakness. I might think that I am the fucking Ram but when I look within myself, I can certainly tell you that I don't deserve Sita. 

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Veer Bhogya Vasundhara. Jai Rajputana. Jai Hind.