Unfiltered reality

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People, you can try to smell and use your mind to any extent possible but this is something coming from my personal insights. So, I advise you to take out a couple of moments to read this. 

I am depressed and having suicidal thoughts. My keys of bike have been hidden by my parents. I don't know what to do. Just for a single second, I thought about jumping off from a mountain and end my miserable life. Then, a voice echoed in my head that advised me to not do this because it's easy to end life but difficult and enriching to live life on our own terms. I am in touch with suicide hotline professionals who are treating me with caution and care.

These gentlemen are guiding me every step of the way. Well, to be Frank, the calls went answered. It seems like no one gives a damn about whether you die or live. I put out something saying Upadhyay uncle in our society denied giving their car to us. He took money and got his daughters married. These two daughters became my sister's after accepting my proposal. Now, I am wondering that how do I save myself from drowning and getting killed.

I didn't do anything wrong to anyone. Atleast, I could proudly say that I never had the wrong intentions. But, this is what I am getting. It's not like I am begging on the streets. But, I just don't know how to talk to people in general. Even as you read this, people around our area( who are living in our ancestral property besides Colonel Shamsher Singh Rawat's house) in Tang, Narwana, are eyeing our land. This state is no longer Dev Bhoomi. It's better than any other state you could ever imagine about but it's still corrupt and dishonest. 

Now, we need to understand how to live? I tell you what? Bhenchod, if you can't put out anything useful to society, you better end your lives. There's no use in seeing Rana Naidu and listening to people like Ghelani telling you that you are too naive and small to understand the intricacies of life. These people are chilling around with Patel who once had requested Rajputs to donate land to this country. What did Rajputs die for? This Rajputana is of country, but what will this Bharat do for you? This Bharat will do nothing. It seems that we need to look within ourselves and understand scriptures like Gita and Ramayana to stay fulfilled and happy. 

Don't look around, look within and stay focused on what you love. Always give votes, don't just produce babies. Select the right leader. Jai Hind. Jai Rajputana.

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