Why India is lagging behind
Today is going to be serious. Men, we need to save this country. What you are going to read today is going to blow your mind. I graduated in 2022 from Chandigarh Engineering College, Chandigarh. Later, I worked for an IT company in Bengaluru. I left that job and applied for a job in Tech Mahindra. The hiring manager Karishma Bhatnagar gave me an opportunity. I was looking for opportunities in Chandigarh but Koli took my interview and I was selected. During the interview, I was laughing and making weird noises but that dumb head chose me, he selected me. It was the day of Diwali and I was laughing because of that, remembering that I was born on Diwali and that Koli selected me. Now, this caste is extremely economically backward.
These brothers keep puncturing their sisters and select men like me. Now, let me take you through what happened. But, before that, let me give you a clear warning. This is Koli, always lived in Delhi and asked me: what does your father do? I told him my father is a defence personnel. I always didn't care about asking people what they do. Now, this person didn't interact much and chose Furqan Farooq from Kashmir to become the main lead. Guys, this world is so twisted, let me tell you the truth. I am a Rajput and I never lie, Guys, do watch the Gulaal Movie directed by Anurag Kashyap, and then we will together watch.
So, our family built this home in our native town of Dharamshala, Himachal. It becomes clearly evident. It took me so long to understand that the real reason I got annoyed was not Mallick(Bengali) but Koli, the trainer, who's responsible for hiring candidates into Tech Mahindra. This person asked me why did you leave a place like Bengaluru. I explained to him my reasons, I told that piece of shit everything about my mother, brother, father, grandmother. Now, this person kept me with Bengali and kept other Muslim boys together in international shifts. This person is enjoying their honeymoon with her wife and her sister is already married. So, this Koli punctured her sister before marriage and is now puncturing her wife. Her wife is now his life. So, this completely resonates with the Gulaal Movie. Ransaa was shot dead by the brother of Kirti. If Ransaa would have withdrawn on time, then he wouldn't have died.
The irony is I always kept thinking that Bengali was my enemy who was causing me pain and discomfort. But others around me wondered what was wrong with me. Eventually, I had to withdraw and leave the company. So, I have been unable to understand how politics work in the company. Everywhere, people see me as their enemy because of my cold nature. I am a Rajput, and I always speak the truth and it creates enmity between people, because of which eventually, I have to withdraw. So, I just can't make myself useful anywhere. Preparing for government exams just doesn't feel like my thing. So, it's been so long, that I have been introspecting.
My brothers understand office politics. People who understand you would not like you when you speak the truth. In every organization, where I said something to who hired me that stung them, they took action and showed me the way out of the company. Someone, Mishra had once told me: that you will learn everything through mistakes, trials and errors. And certainly, that seems to be happening true. So, what can you extract from this? Well, my journey has been oddly rough and it's incomplete. The journey is very long. Life is a journey, which unfolds slowly yet truly lets you experience profound memories.
So, even beyond the office, I failed to establish good relationships with everyone around me. Everywhere, it just happened to bring bad memories. So, I would say that people are not bad. People or situations aren't bad. It's our response to the environment around us that defines us as a person. Yeah, that's deep. There is no need to vent out or hurt anyone. But truly, whoever speaks in a way that feels wrong to you, is certainly trying to make you a better person. You will not want to talk to that person, but the person is certainly wanting your best. Whoever is speaking nicely to you, is trying to lure you and distract you. Just look at any movie or example, Muslims ruled us, thereafter Britishers, and they were brutal, lethal, and attacking, that's how they could win, control, and target. Whoever is acting in a way that resonates with this attacking, egoistic mindset, you are sure to land in great hands.
That is why these idioms and phrases exist. In the movie Sooryavansham, Heera Thakur became successful because his father abandoned him, he wanted him to understand the nitty gritty of life. He helped me in becoming a man of value. This is why it takes time to truly understand someone. Well, it took me more than 25 years to understand this, and in my perspective, this is more important than eliminating reservations. There are other issues too which are plaguing society, but self-discovery is the most important part. It hurt me so much when I saw Sardars getting screened in, looking me in the eye, South Indians getting recommended by the SSB Jalandhar, SSB. It stung me, not because I had realized my own mistakes, but because I just couldn't make it. I never saw at my belly, my group communication skills, my participation in forming around a common story, my attitude towards others, how I viewed other men in the group, everything just turned against me. I won't say that I view others as being inferior to me, but I am just too lost in my own self-identity ( pride, ego, arrogance) that is forget to notice the surroundings around me.
Surprisingly, the most superior caste who's been able to understand it pretty well is Brahmins. These people are smart and intelligent. From supervisors in private companies to established top politicians and government officials, these men are just expanding their growth. But, just imagine, even these Kashmiri Pandits were expelled by Muslims. These Pandits have mostly come to Himachal Pradesh, and are observing other's behaviour. These people never trust anyone. These people have learned their lesson the hard way. So, we can say that life never stops teaching. I never cared about reservations, because it doesn't exist in Indian Army, because potential and talented people always find their way to the top. Movies like 12th Fail show us that with true determination and consistent efforts, every goal can be achieved.
It again boils down to the very same thing. There's another thing that you gentlemen need to understand. Not even the selector at the defence academy would care about the stuff you have on your chest because they want the best material for the country's defence. I got rejected, and the selector spitted from some distance away, expressing anguish at how could someone be so childish and immature/impractical in this day and age. I always kept telling others about the fact that time is progressing at a very fast pace, but, now, I am starting to understand that life isn't simple. It takes time, patience, hard work, and effort, to figure things out. Even when you fuck a girl/woman, it takes nine months for the baby to be born. Everyone is looking for the best. People want your money, your property, your hair, your fucking everything.
I always wandered freely around playing songs like Thukra ke Mera Pyaar louldy thinking I was sounding too great and you know, amusing people around me. Little did I realize, these neighbours were thinking about the fact that how do we claim this land that he's roaming on. People will every tool in their arsenal to manipulate you, everyone around, Pandits, Jatts, Gurjars, whatsoever, whatever place in the entire India, these people will want to claim everything that's on you. Men who speak with clarity and move with purpose demand respect and attract what they deserve. So, I was just dancing around until 25, I was being myself, I was a Joker, I kept thinking about everything but didn't care to look within, I kept wandering places, but didn't care to look within. I suffered, and I paid the price, the past 1 year, I lost everything I had earned, because I never focused on anything, I just went to every place moving my body around having no clear intention or purpose.
People like Koli took advantage of this superficial nature I had put on. These people in their mind started questioning the very fact that how did I end up selecting this human? I had no idea about this at that point and I was going through my own stuff. I never cared about anything. When my Bengali friend touched my head behind me, I felt bad, I replied angrily: Oye, Bengali, getaway. I dared him to do that again. I destroyed everything within a few split seconds. He didn't want to hurt me or show me in a negative light. He was just wanting to know me better, maybe not me, but he certainly did know others better. I spent my entire life like this, having no purpose, no aim. I got offended when Chabbra said wrong about my mother in college when others interacted and played PUBG along in the engineering hostel, I just didn't notice fucking anything. It was as if, someone is going around( certainly a human) but the guy just fucking doesn't understand what he wants. How the fuck was I even doing anything. I was doing it but I was just not present. I was like a fucking robot, with no mind/brain of his own. I took medicines and went through pretty much everything, but I was in sleep mode, fucking awake, but not aware of any fucking thing.
And then, I ask, why the heck did I not get selected for the Indian Army officer's interview? How the fuck do you even expect someone to hire you as a leader when you don't know what you are doing. You don't know what's happening to you, your family is worried about what the fuck's wrong with you because you yourself don't know what is it that's wrong, everyone thinks you probably are a Psycho, and you just continue doing shit, you end up smoking in office washroom, and you don't think it's wrong. You don't think that it could have burned up the entire office, and then you expect seniors to give you recognition and respect. You are thinking why is everyone around you spitting, and you think they are trying to signal to you, that man, wake up, Muslims are indirectly conveying to you, that wake up, you are too dashing and good-looking, people who are giving items to me in shops are probably wondering is this person even understanding what is he buying, everything is just fucking terrible.
Everyone seems to be spitting around. You are a kid. No one's telling you that. You are thinking that someone is fucking you, you think, maybe it's true when Ransaa in Gulaal said Meri Lega, I probably wouldn't have understood its meaning. When I lived in Hostel, the hostel warden fucked a kid, under the influence of alcohol. What happened in the Kolkata rape case, was people came to the streets to protest, candle lights.
How did I end up getting here? I just got an intuition, it was a gut instinct, it was so strong, that told me that some Pandit boy was thinking about me in a negative light and probably wondering how Muslims punctured him and his family and wiped out their existence from Kashmir, and I just happen to see this Gulaal Movie, which then made me realize the truth of the world. What is Duniyadaari? How does it work? In Bengaluru, boys, my manager( this woman) is dancing to the song Sheila ki Jawaani and she's certainly proud of me. This seems pretty much it. I have displayed certain names of people which are very much real.
In the office, A Pandit man, puncturing some women, who will very much invoke POSH at some point, was saying Moye Moye when I had just joined Tech Mahindra. I thought to myself, what the actual fuck is this? And then I realized, that people around me are always interested in having fun. This place, these people, aren't what you think. Everyone's around to bite you. It can be in any position, missionary, or doggy style and results will be out at around 9 months. Even you have to get fucked and scream before fucking producing a baby. Everyone's backing away, no one's supporting me, I have come on the streets, this is the price I paid for being brutally honest, but if this makes sense to anyone, it could save your life. I intend to make the youth of our country aware. You got to move your ass, get things done, and become a man that women desire and man aspire.